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| resolutionz |
| 11.19.04 (3:05 am) [edit] |
1. no dirty jokez
2. no openly slak commentz/insultz
3. no bagging on good lookin or not good lookin ppl
4. no racist jokez
5. no pussy coward-not-standing-up 4 my religion
6. no conforming
7. no conforming just for sake of not conforming
8. no putting filo boiz or boyz in general b4 GOD
9. no drinking, smoking, drugs
1o. no uckfaying or hoe-practice
11. keep resolutionz
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| boO |
| 11.19.04 (2:57 am) [edit] |
acceptance: they key 2 life.
or jst acceptin ppl as god made them.
annoying
ugly
bitchy
stupid
annoying
oh.. i sed that one
lOl nnahh jkz jkz mahn.. but JESUS suffered.
n i complain coz i hav a maths test
or dat i hav a bestfrend huz realli pretty?
or dat i dun get enuf attention?
maHn .. am gonna tatto WAT WOULD JESUS DO
on my forehead so evritime i go 2 take a photo i remember n dont pose.. but look christian
HAHAH naww.. jst playin
n nowadayz ima slak 1!? weL slak in an honest brutal way
wel better then bein a fake suk up i gez?
not evrithingz sunshyn n lollipopz but i gez it duznt help dat i point it out
listenin 2 angel - amanda perez.. old song man
was in luv with it! haha.. wen i had IWAG [I. W.ant A. G.uy syndrome]
good old dayz
now itz lyk C.O.G [C.oncentrate O.n G.od]
lol .. wil really really try..
prayin realli duz make u closer 2 god
i alwaiz thort de scripture teacher opened her mouth n pretty little sugar coated words would cum out.. but most of it is tru
hmm enuf deep thinking
theory: i like conceited prick-like guyz with wen-u-get-2-kno-me-im-nic e personalitiez n joflo is riote!!?
wel am lookin 4 next victim as current is impossible
wud jst b rong and .. WRONG!
hahaha am goin 2 eat then possibly shower off smell or wont b botherd n jst sleep 2 linkin park cd or blink 182.. or grinspoon.. am in grinspoon mood.. wher is my cd!!
hmmmm
gnite.. -_________________-
9y98y082350uw05u023y5u 02y395
itz de morse code
sit on ur ass n figure it out!
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| over. |
| 11.19.04 (2:30 am) [edit] |
so happi man.. examz r over!
was preti easy
went full on nerd mode.. kinda crazi
hehehhe.. ahh weL had bball
watched bridget jonez~!!! was so cute..
joflo was kinda down.. pist kinda
ionno.. n we're not heapz close so iono wat i can say n wat i cant..
hmm my mummy!
actuali tokked 2 stuk up filo bball player
OMGAWSH my mum was riote. gross.
denial.
but am startin 2 like !@%@^ agen.. eww i kno
< but not that much or nething>or no omgawsh hez DE ONE or no crap like dat
jst like.. meh. i like de guy
anyway took photoz.. am 2 tired 2 rite..
went high.. damn miah my friggin druG!!
lOl luv dat girl.
anyway wil rite later. DEAD
- grace
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| BOU |
| 11.15.04 (1:06 am) [edit] |
so im lost
seeking my destination
when I'm meant to be on a journey.
lost the plot,
mindless living
knowing there's a meaning
I've found no truth,
realised there's love
but seeing no use.
a purpose - i wonder
what's the plan behind it all
to rise up with each new high
am i climbing just to fall?
so im lost
where's my destination
Is this my journey I'm taking?
lost the plot
mindless living
knowing there's a meaning
searching, seeking.
encased in a cage
that i brought upon myself
is the meaning in here somewhere?
or does it hide in stealth
so im lost
maybe there's no destination
the journey is where it ends
seeking a plot
mind full of living
discovering a meaning
life .. as what i make it :roll:
hmm HAV DISCOVERED HOW 2 USE DESE DAMN EMOTICONS!!
woOt for me..
am addicted 2 this stupid bloG.
hehehe my sad.. sad life
:cry:
ahh weL.. tried 2 update website 2 put poemz on but didnt save n spent 3o minutez of my sad sad life on it!!
kud hav spent it sittin on my ass eatin or sumthinG..
hmm HAVE 2 KEEP RESOLUTION.. b gooD!
hav maths test wed. is now monday nite. shud b studyin.
hmmm :shock:
dum di dum.. had geo & histori testz
mmM am goin 2 sleep sleep..
dream of bein .. hmmm dnoz!!
nehOo ima sleep sleep!!!!!!!!!!!
btw made sum of josiez pressie.. so tiring!!
cant study AND do it at same time!!
=/
gonna fall asLeep on de keyboard.. :shock:
- grace
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| blagh |
| 11.14.04 (7:18 pm) [edit] |
ungrateful thortz: a lot
plots 2 kill perfekt best frend: none [v. good]
hav decided 2 put GOD b4 boiz
i kno it soundz stupid, and sumthin i shud hav dun alredy
but i dont exactli think.. wat wud god think of me if i did this?
how wud he act? blah blah
n hav decided GOD duznt care wat i wear
or that i myt hav a pimple..
coz he put that pimple there!!
hahahaha.. so must resolve 2 b more grateful
hehe
in PD last yr.. or yr 7, not sure.. we had 2 put in order of most priority thingz like
money, family, frendz, religion, etc.
n i alwaiz thort id but family. then frendz. then religion
now itz like.. GOD. family. frendz.
strange huh?
gez a lot can change in a year
CHANGE.. bleGh. gez itz not so bad afteraLL
jst depends how u take it..
i gez datz how it is with evrithing in life.
jst depends how u take it
wat influences u, wat duznt, huz in ur life, huz not
wat makes u.. u?
bleh.. hav realised im not v. good person
make fun of ppL
b bitchy wen i dont evn mean it [jst hurt .. my self defence mechanism]
dont follo religion
conform
hmm
wil resolve 2 realise that i may not live up 2 the world's standards
but is irrelevant..
as, in the end, it isnt the world that loves me and can send me 2 hell or not
hmm
so mani thingz ive realised..
must b good..
off 2 try n b good.. !
- grace
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| retardedness |
| 11.13.04 (4:09 pm) [edit] |
hahahah life is so retarded
take charles for example
the boy was depresst
low confidence
thort he was chiken sh!t
the next thing u kno
i make him hav a convo wif ria
he seemed more depresst
now he's ravin bout how sum hot chik was givin him flirty eyez
n lorabelle was chekin him out
n how evri1z fallin in luv wif his smilE..
BEIN LUVO.. DATZ MY ROLE!!
OPSSH... hahaha is so farni tho
god workz in strange strange ways
eg. im so hot, the sun is melting
- line..frum charles~
WAT DE CRAP
de boy is strange
haha.. yeh i kno.. look huz tokkin
anyway lmAo my sister likez #@$^#$^
SOO FARNI.. shez de biggest loser man
as in .. not really a loser.. jst stupid!
TANGA! *filo accent*
she added him n i had 2 flirt wif him 4 her
*siGH*.. EW
lOl i had 2 teach her how 2 flirt .. wat a farni 1
nehOooooo0o0o0o goin 2 buy swimmers & bdai presentz 2day at parra
man charles is bein happier den me
hez never happier den me
how cum hez high n im not??
i wanna get hiGH
GRRR
am goin 2 get high.
laterz!!!!!!!
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| studying.. |
| 11.12.04 (4:49 pm) [edit] |
is 1:41 and hav jst started "studying"
hav discovered eating icecream & reading bridget jonez duz not help "studying"
was ment 2 b goin 2 dance practice @ merrylandz 4 vii & lorz dance kru thing but hav decided 2 stay in and study whyL phil went 2 parti in manly (WHY OH WHY?? i hav alwaiz bin de popular one *sobz* hahahha)
hmm hav considered gettin tipsy as am bored and lacking energy but realised is not v. good idea as cannot study whyl tipsy
damn alochoL
blAgh.. damn emoticonz rnt workinG.. u click 'em n nothin happnz!
n u click it agen in de hope that it wil display ur current emotion but wil hav possible effect of showin twice the emotion or not showin it at aLL
hmm must start studying
wil finish blog first
hav decided 2 call maria "mari" insted or "ria" as ria is her pretty name and sumhow callin her mari wil make her less perfekt, and me less incompetent
hahahaha
is so farn tryin 2 b farni
tho requirez so much effort in style of mia :P
hate those ppl hu r "effortlessly" pretty or "effortlessly" cooL
wonder tho, if they r realli "effortless" or jst hav al the appearence of it
wel, duz not make much difference as r stil seen as "effortlessly" something
i suppose i kud b "effortlessly" retarded
but then that wud onli b half tru, as a lot of effort goez in 2 me bein retarded and makin ppl larf at/with me (mostli at, but laughter IS the best medicine) and also putz attention on myself (yay attention!!)
hahaha am sucha strange girl
hmm am effortlessli strange, hav decided
as not much effort goez in2 that, is natural talent
yay! hav talent. wonder if kud put that on my resume 4 video ezy.
hmmmmm need job. for money. for poor starving kids in ethiopia/africa.
went shoppin wif joflo yday n offerd 2 buy me peppermint foot spray, as am obsesst wif fresh pepperminty smell. but rejekted offer as is unnessecary accessory & rememeberd documentary saw on ethiopia.
but got jo 2 buy me de cutest loveheart earringz from valley girL.
siGh* is good 2 hav cheap yet reasonably attractive accessoriez
hmm as long as i dont buy more clothez i wont feel 2 bad bout ethiopia
hmm but hav picture of starving child on desktop 2 remind me not 2 b self centered.
BLAGH am not studyin and is now 1:5o.
wonder wat phil is doin at party. is prob. turnin down smokez and alcohol in tru christian boy style. am so proud.
watched/herd him sing at soul purpose. wasnt quite as amusing as music blocked out voice.
herrm JAM [jasse aliz ria] wel now is JAR as ria has changed from MAria 2 ria.. but wil stil call her mari..
dere doin another ballad kinda thing
wud love 2 c them headbang round stage wif makeup and clothes in style of KISS or ACDC or mayb evn elton john.
wahhaha
need video camera.. shiezzer.. 4 dat .. need job.. need resume.. hmmmmmmmm
wil make resume after studying.
1:52 STILL not studying.
hmm hav histori & geo test on monday, visual artz & maths test on wed. and science on thursday.
can mostli bulshit thru history, geo & VA.. jst worried bout maths and science as takes lots of studying, revision or cheat notes. and hav done or got any of them at present.
wel, am lookin forward 2 friday as hav NO TESTZ and NO BBALL GAME 2 get ass kicked AND am goin 2 watch bridget jonez - the edge or reason wif jo~!!!! and wil go shopppin too0o0o! am overwhelmed at thort
2 bad hav bout 6 dayz 2 go.. hmm hav 2 study
saw kirsty yday .. got shut down double time as jo flo and kirsty sittin on either side of me
hahhaa kirstyz rentz hav stil not found out bout her tongue piercing!!
hmm nehu hav tried 2 lern 2 play bbaLL properli
am actuali quite good.. wen playin by myself.. and imagine self as kirsty-style kik ass bball player.
but reality IS the leading cause in depression.
siGh**
ahh weL .. off 2 "study"
BLAGH
- grace
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| lalala.. |
| 11.12.04 (1:50 am) [edit] |
status: sleepy/bored
listenin 2: imagine
no. of girlz wanted 2 smash in face: 3
no. of girlz actuali smashed in face : o (good.. christian)
no. of basketbaLL gamez won : 0
blAggh! hehe lost bbaLL.. tho dun realli care much no morez
jst wanna lern how 2 play
plus derez no cute guyz there :P
wahha tho is 1 conceited moderately ugly sad excuse 4 a filo guy dere
jst coz he can play bbaLL~! geez
jo finkz im in deniaL pssh prob. am
hate likin guyz i dont like
hahaha.. am so strange
listenin 2 "u r so beautiful" haha.. luv dat song.. espeshalli at de end wen his voice breakz.. hAhah datz soo my song
staLker style
keke was gonna c bridget jonez 2 the edge of reason wif flO except den wud miss bbaLL but got kicked anyway!! hehehe
at least hav no fear of not living up 2 expectationz as purely suck and evri1 knoz it
wahhaha
am so glad dont hav talent.. hahaha
nehoo itz marcz dinner party 4 his bdai 2moroo < n i cant gooo>bleGh.. stupid studying n my rentz not lettin me go out on a sat. nite wif a 17 yr old guy dey dont kno and a bunch of filoz... !!! grrr
ahh weL.. wil go shoppin 4 present 2 make self feel better
as wel as shopin 4 joflOz present.. *wOot*
she bort me earringz 2day~!! aww luv dat bum.. if ur readin dis!!
i dont hate u *little kid voice*
haha.. am so spaz at skooL maHn SERZLY is so farn "pretending" im retarded
tho got told off once coz i was insulting the retarded ppl *sobz hystericaLLi*
blaGh todd n ellyn goin out!! so cute
buh shez taLLer den him~! aawww.. harhar hez soo dopey
hmm havnt askt rentz bout louisaz party.. pssht!!
how m i gonna get pist or tipsy den sober up b4 my rentz pik me up??
blaGh .. startin 2 hav doubtz bout it as feeL bad 4 drinking
sucha hypocrite
MEHHHH
as long as i dont get drunk n get raped.. hahahah hu m i kidding
il prob. b the 1 tryin 2 rape sum1.. HAHAhahha
ouChhhh got itchy bitez blEgh joflO made me go outsyd in bbaLL 2 sulk
am in need of spastic frendz and headbanging musik . . !
2 dead 2 rite
- g.da1
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